Interestingly the semester is coming to an end once again, and it isn't until now that I feel like I should be doing these journal entries that were asked of us to do throughout the entirety of the term. I also know that "making up" for what was not done here for the past months cannot be compensated for between now and the last day, but I think it would be nice to share thoughts while it is still possible.
This semester has been somewhat of a rollercoaster. Not necessarily because of school, but because it feels as though so much has been changing. That's not to say that any of these changes are bad, though. It feels as though things are slowly falling into place, the way I feel works for me and those I want in my life. Although it would be great to be able to have everything, like my schooling, go better than I've been allowing it, so many more things are also important to me in making things feel worth the effort to move towards improvement, and that is a challenge I have not felt like I go up against until the past while. All of these feelings have been a gradual build-up from the past two years or so, and it hardly feels like I'm simply diving myself into an illusion, at least I truly hope I am not. Of course I am not in the place that fits the best for me quite yet, that is a point that has yet to present itself in whatever form it might choose. Happiness however, is something that I have an ambition for, a sort of obsession, but that's probably something everyone is after in some way or another.
